She speaks to me in Persian
Tells me that she loves me
The girl with golden eyes
And though I hardly know her,
I let her in my veins
And trust her with my life

I wish I'd never kissed her
'Cause I just can't resist her
The girl with golden eyes
Every time she whispers,
"Take me in your arms,
the way you did last night."

Everything will be okay
Everything will be all right
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life

I wake up every morning
Jonesing for her love
The girl with golden eyes
I won't have to wait long
'Til she buries me with roses
She's always by my side

Everything will be okay
Everything will be all right
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life

*spoken section*

Everything will be okay
Everything will be all right
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life

-Sixx: A.M.

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I do have the spoken section memorized, as well. I just have too much emotion tied up in this one to be able to type it out. Being able to post the song at all and admit the pull to it was rather difficult. That's why it's here.

No, I've never done heroin. I haven't had any friends who have, either. I'm not sure why I have so much emotion tied up in this song, but I do fiercely believe that sharing secrets breaks the power they have over you. I can listen to this one for hours, just shut out the world with my head back, and find tears leaking down without realizing when they started.

I had a pretty messed-up mentality when I was a teenager, but that doesn't really make me particularly unique. I'm good now, but I'm starting to think that trying to pretend that it didn't happen is ignoring something that might someday help someone else. It's no longer who I am, but it went into the making of me, I suppose.

My roommate is under orders, actually, that if she ever finds me listening to this cd more than twice consecutively to take it away and make me go outside for a few hours. Possibly without my keys. You choose who you want to be, you choose what you want to have influence over your life and who you are.

This was hard to post. I haven't even touched WHY, really, and it's hard. There's a chance that I might disappear from here for a few months after this, as I've done in the past, but it's more likely that you'll just see a frenzy of posts so that I can push it off the front page as soon as possible.